Prayer Request: please help

[Brenda Tenerelli]

! I would greatly appreciate it if you would all keep Pamela and family, and Ed's spirit, in your prayers. Yesterday Ed, who lives right across from us, shot himself in the head, and Pam, his wife, found him and called 911. When the ambulances came they went in and came right back out and left. For 6 hours Pam and the police and I , and some family, stood outside while they made reports, called in CSI, and finally called in the coroner. He laid there for 6 hours before they took him out, and she was still here. She is in the hospital now under watch for suicide, and is pregnant with their first child. I spent the evening standing there praying for them and projecting energy at them, and guiding Ed's spirit to the light. I am still in shock today and feeling all their pain and sadness, and am still shaking; I can only imagine how aweful it is for them. They were married for about 5 years, he was only around 25 or so, and had just moved here from Arizona 2 months ago. The kids are doing o.k. with it, but no one slept last night. I wish I could go back and reverse it; I could have helped him if I knew anything ahead of time. This will be a crucial time especially for Pam to get through this and hopefully not lose the baby. I tried to help her last night as much as possible, and have offered to help counsel her through this if she wants. Please say prayers for them, if you would. Love, Light, and Blessings, Brenda

[Synthia]

Dearest Brenda
Whilst reading your plea for help, I felt the great sadness and pain that Ed's passing has created. I will request the aid of a light worker who is in contact with Ed at this time (his main guide) who is trying to help Ed through this decision to end his life.
Pamela is stronger than she realises but must not blame herself as his decision was out of her hands.
Grief is powerful and full of raw emotions. You are a wonderful friend to her, have faith that your prayers are being heard. We will do our best to reach her and guide her through to a place of acceptance and from there we will then begin the healing and add our prayers to yours.

Continue to channel the guidance that is being sent to you as it comes from a place where Pamela's higher self is located. Streaming light is being channelled through you at this time, Centre yourself, take slow deep breaths and project the light through to Pamela.
The unborn child is quiet and appears to be covered in a spiritual cocoon to decrease the impact of the trauma.
When Ed has finished being counselled, he will receive guidance on how to help Pamela, his unborn child and his two? other children get through the grief his sudden passing has caused.

May peace and love guide and protect you all
Synthia

[Brenda Tenerelli]

Thank you so much, Synthia. I truly appreciate hearing your words and advice, and am glad Ed's spirit has contact. I had asked my Soul-Mate/Twin-Flame to check on him for me to make sure I got his spirit there o.k.; I can't see or channel like he can, so maybe he's the one in contact (he's in the profile pic w/me). I think it would be wonderful for Ed to help her through this when he can; she'll need to feel his presence. The unborn child is his only; the other children are my 3 who were there through the whole thing. I'm very relieved the baby is being protected. She is in the hospital and has to pass a psyche evaluation today before they'll let her go. Her Mother and his Mother were here yesterday, got the key, spoke with me, and took my number as a counselor for her. I had asked Ed's spirit to come back and visit me after transition. I'm still feeling her pain very much, and will keep slow breaths going and send on to her all I can. Thanks again and God bless you. Love, Bren

[Sri David]

We have a group here called "Grieving for a Departed Loved One" ... you may want to go and look at the material there...it is a vast, and cover the subject matter well, I believe. I am feeling the grief this event has caused those around Ed also. I also know there is in reality no such thing as death, the soul can never die, but move from one stage into another. It states in the Bhagavad Gita 2:12,13 There was never a time when you and I did not exist, nor could there ever be a future in which we shall cease to be. I send you vibrations of unconditional love, and waves of light to illumine your way home. Peace, love, and light to you and your neighbors...Sri David

[Brenda Tenerelli]

Thank you, Sri David. I appreciate it. I do understand that we all go on; I just don't know if the family has any knowledge of this. I will do what I can for them to help them understand. Love, Bren

[Synthia]

Hi Brenda
How is Pamela now? I have been sending her prayers and healing and would dearly love to know how she is going.

Love and bright blessings
Synthia

[Brenda Tenerelli]

Hello, Synthia! Thank you so much for your help. Pam is doing good as of the last time I saw her. She was here finishing moving out the first days of November. They were waiting on the cremation and service for 4-6 weeks until social services could get to it, as they couldn't pay for it. She said they have him on ice, won't clean him up, and won't let her see him until it's approved. Hopefully by now that has been accomplished. I don't know how she's doing it, but she seemed to be very well considering. She brought some things over that she couldn't take and said she would contact me when the service and all is handled. I am going to my Twin-Flames show Friday night and I am going to have him channel Ed's spirit for me; I really feel a connection with him and them now, and want to talk to him. It should be interesting, and I'm really looking forward to it. Maybe he'll have a message for me. I was really tired for almost 3 weeks, but feel better now. Thanks again so much for everything. Love, Bren

[Synthia]

Hi Bren
Thank you for getting back to me. It brings me great sadness to think that after everything she has been through, the cremation is on hold due to finances. It seems so cruel. My heart goes out to her and the children.
I am glad that you are going to get the chance to speak with Ed. I hope the messages that come through are both healing and uplifting to all those involved in Ed's life.
I would love to know how things go with the channelling and how his adjustment to his new life is going.

Thinking of you and those loved by Ed and sending healing light and love to you all.

Love and bright blessings
Synthia

[Brenda Tenerelli]

Thank you, Synthia! I will be sure to let you know what he says; hopefully nothing will get in the way of asking the question. I'm really looking forward to talking with him. it seems so strange in a way because they only lived here 2 months and we never said more than Hi. They were very quiet. I didn't know them at all before this, but now feel a special bond. I'm just glad I could be there to help and to guide his spirit; I'd have been sad if he had to be earthbound. Just over a year ago I would not have known how to help him get to the light. I'm excited to see Gary and ask this of him; I think after the suicide Gary may have already been in contact or checked on him. She gave me Ed's coffee, and it felt like a special present just because it was something of his. I'll let you know after Friday night. Love, Bren